Is it wrong to spend so much time feeling like a failure?
Is it wrong to grieve the past when the present feels grey?
Is it wrong to not feel like “living in victory”?
The depth of my sin buries my shame.
I catch only a glimmer of grace.
A mere glimmer of healing.
But You are faithful.
You are present.
Even in my weakness.
My hand shakes. My heart tremors within me.
Could it be true?
This is glorious and terrible.