"I don’t like church anymore"

This article nails the head of where i’m feeling at the moment. Strange… so many of my friends have been through this phase and i thought i was immune. I thought I was above it…

Also check the comments. I’m not alone.

For those of you who don’t follow links, here’s an excerpt…

I’ve decided I don’t like going to church. It’s not that I’m going to stop going. But I came to the conclusion last Sunday, as I was showering before church, that I’ve come to the point where I just don’t feel like it makes a difference in my life. When Sunday morning comes, I find myself wishing it were Saturday where I would have the entire day to do whatever I wanted.

It hasn’t always been this way. I used to love going to church. I would look forward to it every week. I loved the worship time, ate up the preaching and enjoyed the fellowship with the people around me. However, all this has begun to change for me lately. I’ve come to the point where I don’t want to be bothered with talking to people. It’s not that they’re not good people, it’s just that I really don’t want to talk to them. I find that I’m not as interested in the worship and preaching as I used to be. In fact, I usually find every possible way to criticize the songs we sing or the delivery of the message (that’s the effect Bible college can have on some people).

You see, the problem with all this is that I’m in ministry myself. It’s actually my job to be at the service on Sunday morning. Maybe that’s part of the problem. Maybe I’m bitter that I have to go into “work” while other people can go and enjoy the service because they have no obligation.

There’s a larger problem involved, however, and I don’t believe it’s a problem that is uncommon to people (particularly twentysomethings, of which I am one) in the church today. You see, I walk in to the church service, sit down, cross my arms and expect God to do something in me. I expect the worship team to bring me out of my apathy. I wait for something the pastor says to catch my ear. What’s the problem with all this? It’s me. Nothing has changed in my church since the time when I enjoyed coming. I’ve changed. I’ve become more selfish. I’ve become more cynical. In fact, it’s gotten to the point where my girlfriend told me yesterday that maybe she should sit somewhere else during the service because she can sense that I don’t want to be there.

More than all this, I’ve come to expect the church to forge my spiritual development. Instead of working on my own prayer and devotional life, I want the church to do it for me. Please tell me I’m not the only one in the Body of Christ who has this problem. Please tell me there are other lazy people, who come to church on Sunday and expect to be filled up for the week ahead. Meanwhile, they have no expectation of giving anything. (I’m not talking about money either.) We aren’t willing to give of ourselves in worship. We aren’t willing to give of ourselves to each other, to minister to our friends who have hurts too (we’re not the only ones who hurt, even though we’d like to think so sometimes).

2 thoughts on “"I don’t like church anymore"

  1. It’s a revolution. I cannot explain it any better than the article but I’m there and have been for a while.Perhaps it is that we have for too long been focused on filling up on a Sunday and God is saying ‘enough’, you’re full already.

  2. It’s me. I agree. But I can’t agree that it’s not only me. The church I’m a member of is not doin’ it for me. I know, I’m probably not doin’ it for them either. When and if I decide to go there or some other churches I attended, I get things like, “Oh, we’ve missed you”, or “where’ve you been”, or “didn’t you like our church when you were there last Sunday?” If they missed me, why has there been no communication from them? They know me, my phone number and address. Unless they read the obits, they won’t know if I’m alive or dead. Churches seem too focused on entertainment and obsessed with growing the church. We need to get back to the church in homes, like the original New Testament intended. It seems like the smaller groups cared more about each other. I was even told one time that one of the Bible study groups was “maxxed out” in a leader’s home—-wow. Fergit it.

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